3 cats. love animal..
I'm an emotional wreck about all of this. I don't want my son to lose his father, and I can't afford this house that we live in by myself so ending this relationship would be very difficult on both me and my child. Besides all of that, I have no real proof that anything went on between them. All I do know is that he lied to me. In reality, that should be enough for me to walk away considering our past history together. I'm just a little scared to do that. I don't want my son to grow up without his father. I know for a fact that if he and I split up, he will leave the state. He hates it here. The only reason he is here is because of us. If I kick him out, he will leave the area and my boy will grow up without his father. In addition, not much has changed in our relationship. We still talk all the time. When we are together, things are decent. We laugh, we joke, we have a good time, my son is happy. How do I end all of that just because of this stupid little girl? But then again... how do I trust him? How can I EVER trust him again? Why stay in a relationship with a man I'm not even married to? How do I ever get back to the point where I can feel good about us and moving forward? He doesn't like to talk about it and since we only have a limited amount of time together, I don't bring it up. This has definitely affected our relationship but I don't know what to do about it. It seems like the facts are there and I should trust my gut and just move on away from him but it really isn't that easy..
It seems to be perpetual summer here in teen gallery with all the girls in bikinis.
I love having fun and laughing alot!! No drama..