I'm a casual easy-going down-to-earth home owner with a good sense of humor, who enjoys traveling, home life, friends, fine dining, good entertainment, meeting new people, animals, and doing anything..
Hi l consider myself a all around good guy. I'm open minded, hard working,positive and energetic. If I want it I get it If I like it I do it. I don't lie and I like to have a good tim..
It's called a break up because it's broken. Even if it's broken because of the way you have behaved in the relationship, it could still be broken beyond repair..
I think OP has had a lack of acceptance in his life, and this relationship feels like a once-in-a-lifetime chance to him. He's not able to envision a happy, stable relationship, much less truly believe that he is worthy and deserving of one..
My fear is this wonderful vacation we've planned. I would like to tell him how I feel(I haven't told him I love him, but I want to), BEFORE the trip, but if he doesn't re-ciprocate I feel like I'll be hurt..